( iM BACK KITTIS)
Holding hands was something that Midousuji Akira did not do, if I told you he loves to touch his partner, I'd be lying. But what would you expect from the introvert who thinks everyone is gross? But even still, he was open to try new things, especially if he gets to experience them with (Y/n). He would always move his hand away from the smaller male if they accidentally (or not accidentally) touched hands. It wasn't because he thought the (blonde, brunette, ect.) was gross, it was because he was a bit scared. He feared that his lover would somehow think that he was disgusting. Even though he knew that (Y/n) did not think that way, since he has told him thousands of times before. But what if (Y/n) thought that holding his hand was the ice breaker to a stronger relationship?
He knew it was stupid, to be scared of losing someone because he was anxious about his features, but he couldn’t help but think that way. Mido was bullied for as long as he could remembe